Monday, December 18, 2006

Doa untuk kekasih

A friend of mine gave me this doa a few days back. I read this once before. Back in the uni years.. One of my housemate read this most of the nights, Im not sure if it is out of her desperation. And now, after 4 years, I came across this doa once again.. can this be a sign?? I was adviced by her to read this everyday after subuh or isyak prayer. And I was trying hard to convince her that I still stand the chance of getting married and 26 is not a critical age, and that she is worried for nothing. But it hits me that there is only 12 days left before the new year. I'll turn 27 in 2007. Errmm... maybe I should be worried.

"Ya Allah, seandainya telah Engkau catatkan, dia milik ku, tercipta buatku, satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku, titipkanlah kebahagiaan antara kami, agar kemesraan itu abadi.
Dan Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, seandainya telah engkau takdirkan dia bukan milik ku, bawalah dia jauh dari pandangan ku, luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku, dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan .............
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................. Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman, supaya aku dan dia sama2 dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup, ke jalan yang engkau redhai, dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh. Amin... "


Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Blood & water

They said blood are thicker then water. But I seriously think that whoever invented those statement, should really consider to revise it. It is true that blood is thicker then water or rather, family bonds stronger then friends. But to me, the bond that u have with friends can sometimes be stronger. Im the type that most of the poeple around me said, easy to be friend with. I can easily be friends with people.. True. Im friendly. But true friends, I only have few. People define their meaning of friendship differently. So differently that sometimes I wonder where do they get the guts to talk behind their friends back, or even ignore what their friends are feeling. And I wonder which dictionary that they used to define the word "Friendship".

I received an e-mail yesterday. The e-mail was sent not particularly for me, it was for a group of 'Friends'. Few minutes after reading it, a friend of mine called and ask if Im okey (He is also in the mailling list). The moment that I hear his voice, I just broke down. Just look at the power of friendship. Eventhough he is in KL, while me in the stone age, his instinct tells him that Im hurt by what is written in the mail. Thanks buddy! you are a real friend.

Franckly, Im disturbed by the content of the mail. But the feelings that Im having is not acceptable. So I e-mailed my best friend (The-Best-Friend-In-The-World), Anne. What she replied, eventhough it is short, is very comforting.

"tak worth kau nak stress. biar lah minah tu nak sronot2, end up she
will cry liza. beautiful, sexy and lovely women like u deserve somebody
much more better than that pathetic ************. aku ketuk kepala kau 10 kali kalau kau sedih pasal nih. u should be happy that god let u see the true color of him!!! "


You are priceless darling! I've know anne for more then 9 years now. She knows every dirty details of my secrets. And I know hers. she would be there during my good and bad times... And I dunno if I've done enuf in return.

Last night, me and my housemate decided have our dinner at KFC. It was fun. we chatted for almost 2 hours in the restaurant... And later, shifted the girl-talk to the beach. And it lasted for the next 45 minutes... hehe... we girls can talk on almost anything for the rest of the day =)

Watched the entire episode of Gilmore Girls season 5 with Chura. And by 12, I was already in the dreamland.

I got up this morning... feeling on top of the world. All of the positive energy is with me.. The sun shine never shine this bright. Jacko song never sound so this good. Early morning shower never feel this nice and warm. Make-up on my face never look this pretty. My parfume never smell this sweet. My room never be this spacious and cosy. Bread & peanut butter never taste this delicous. I don't know why. Maybe it is because of the early sleep that I had last night. Or maybe because of the extra sugar in my body that I get from eating chocolate =) perhaps, because I got up from the right side of the bed this morning. Whatever it is, I just feel great. I feel blessed. I feel love.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

S.W.A.N.S

I read an article yesterday in a newspaper. Its about a group of people who they called SWANS (Strong Women Achivers, No Spouse). Christine Whelan, the author of "Why Smart Men Marry Smart Women" is the one who came up with this SWANS theory... Interesting I must say. Because according to her, most women who past the age of 25, will get scared that they might end up not married and die alone... hhhmmmm... sounds familiar =)
Interesting enuf, as I was reading the november issue of a magazine, one writer wrote another artical on the similar issue. I wonder if this has become one of the nation's social issue. Anyways, in his/her artical, it was stated that according to a survey, women who marry after the age 30 reduce their chances of getting divorce by 11%, as compared to their friends who got married before the age 25. But again... survey is just marely numbers... it depends entirely on us to prove the statistic wrong or right.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Nice Short Stories

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.
A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated, "PUB." There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB.Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose
number it is."
Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB".
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N O POINTING FINGERS
A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?"
The father-in-law answered in a smile, "Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than
you."
We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves.
If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.
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C REATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?
A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDU officer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh, good looking, polite, humorous , sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my
leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand you need television."
There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband ,because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.
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N O OVERPOWERING
Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another,or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character."
It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.
It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..
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R IGHT SPEECH
There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other,we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.
A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted,"Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me.Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered ,"You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you."
Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.
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P ERSONAL PERCEPTION
Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home,a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey?"Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.
Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman."
The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.
It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.
Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..
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B E PATIENT
This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.
Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, " Daddy,I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?" The father went home & committed
suicide.
Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.
People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

Monday, November 27, 2006

stress

Last night I had teh tarik & roti canai with Ita. Borak2 till it was 10pm. Sampai rumah, I begin to feel all sorts of feelings.. weird feelings. Gelisah jer.. decided to do some laundry while watching "tyra show" on NTV7. It was fun since last night the topic was about Super Models, beauty tips, models secrets, etc. I still did not manage to sleep till it was about 2am. Called my baby. I was glad that he is willing to entertain me on the phone... at least that helps ease the un-easy feelings that Im feeling.

After the phone conversation, I kept the lights in my room on for the rest of the night. Force myself to sleep. But I woke up automatically for every half an hour. And at 4am, I heard some weird noise at the end of my bed (mine is a wooden bed-frame). It is like something moving and hitting lightly at the bed frame... In instance, I jump out of my bed and searched for the thing.. and it is a huge papa-cockroach! quickly I ran to the bathroom, and took the spray, and it was killed in just a few second!

Finally Im able to sleep at about 5am. This is all because of the creepy story told by my housemate, sharn. she told us that the night before, while she was sleeping, she felt like (actually, she is very2 sure) that "something" is pulling down her socks slowly. The first time it happened, she pulled it up again and pretended as if nothing happened. But when it being pulled down again for the second time, she quickly jump out of the bed, and stayed awake for the rest of the night.... as this creepy or what??

Saturday, November 25, 2006

SELENA


Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And i wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too
Cause i'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, i'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and i
Wonder if you know i'm there (am i there, am i?)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All i have are dreams of you
So i wait for the day (wait for the day)
To take the courage to say how much i love you
Yes i do
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, i'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Coraz
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
Como te necesito
Mi amor, como te extra
(translation:
Sweetheart
I can't stop thinking of you
How i need you
My love, how i miss you)
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And i still can't believe
That you came up to me and said i love you
I love you too
Now i'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow (till tomorrow) and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be
Than here in my room
Dreaming with you endlessly

This song by one of the greatest artist by far is one of my fav song of all time. Back in uni years, I will play this song over and over again... till I sleep. I would fantasize of a fairytale.. Of love and being loved. Except for, I dun have any guy in particular... I just wish that someday, somewhere, a guy would fall deeply in love with me, for who I am, for who I was, and for who I will be.

Anyways, I was watching the movie made in the memory of an artist, late Selena, played by J-Lo. Its a lifetime story of Selena, from the time she was in her childhood, till the day she was murdered. No matter how many time I watched the movie, I still cannot manage to stop my tears from falling. Life can be cruel sometimes.. And it effected my housemate's emotion so much that they could not stop discussing the issue till the night we had dinner... hahaha.. women!

Wonder how did I go thru the weekend in Kerteh? well.. it turn out to be okey. First day was quite though. The day began with us girls spending the morning in Pasar Tani, buying stuff to cook for lunch. It was fun. Cooking, and gossiping in the kitchen. And the rest of the day spent by watching endless movies, reading book, and nothing..

The second day was better. I spent half of the day organizing an event. It was a plant visit by staff and their family members. Reached home at 3. Watched "Selena" with my housemates and later when for cycling with them. This is the interesting part. As we cycle past the beach, Tim, my housemate decided to stop and to admire the beach for a while.. However, it ends up with the both of us, soaking ourselves in the warm, crystal clear water. It was an amazing experience. Not that it was my first time experience in the sea water, but the feelings all together. I was thinking to myself, how can I take this beautiful beach for granted? people from all over Malaysia, took the trouble to travel to small islands such as pangkor, tioman, etc to swim in the clear sea water, whereas, me, its just in the comfort of my housing area, and it is a private beach! what a waste. In short, we had fun. Cycling back to our house, wet and cold, I secretly made a decision in my head, the destination for my honeymoon, that is if I get married, would be a place with beach. Not just a beach, but beautiful and clean beach. Plus a pub/restaurant by the beach is an added advantage, where I can dance under the moon-light with my hubby =) goshh.... the romance movie really had an influence in me!

Thursday, November 23, 2006

The Magic of Love

Love is like magic
And it always will be.
For love still remains
Life's sweet mystery!!
Love works in ways
That are wondrous and strange
And there's nothing in life
That love cannot change!!
Love can transform
The most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
And sweetness and grace.
Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heart
And not with its mind!!
Love is the answer
That everyone seeks...
Love is the language,
That every heart speaks.
Love can't be bought,
It is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
Is life's sweet mystery!!


- Helen Steiner Rice -

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

untitled

One of my co's vehicle was issued compound by DOE due to black smoke emission. After being tested, the vehicle was found to be emitting smoke at 82% againts the allowable limit of 48.5%. The issue is that the driver actually kept the compound letter in his tray for the whole 1 month long... and the case is already been brought to the court! And my management is freaking out. As one of Public Affairs staff, I was instructed by the bosses to deal and monitor closely with DOE on this issue since this incident, if being captured by the media, will cost a very high impact on company's image. I have already prepared a 2 pages long and detailed report, a lesson learnt report, and a few other paper work, and the matter will be settled, hopefully by this sunday, insyaAllah.
today is the last day of work for the week... Im not going back to kl though. my mom called just now, and I can hear the disappointment in her voice. Im tired of travelling, hence decided to spend the off day here. Sarah, one of my close friend from kl is here for meeting. We'll find something to do tonite.. karaoke or just relaxing by the beach listening to the live band.
There's a newly open Spa here in my area. From the broucher that I got, the place looks alraight. And the price, mind you, is way too cheap for the place to be actually called spa. I'll give it a try this evening. Body scrub and "mandi susu".... argghhhh.. Im looking forward for the indulgence... Come to think of indulgence, what are the things that actually you found indulging? as for me, chocolate, coffee, and bed will do the trick =)

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Its Been A While

gosh.. its been a while since the last time I was here. Why you may ask. It is convenient to use the excuse that the majority of human being in the world use, which is, "Im busy". Well... I am busy. I've been busy with life routine, with work, with travelling (necessary and those the unnecessaries), with relationship (starting a new one, strenghtening the existing ones, and to end the old ones), with family (considering Im having 2 separate family now), and with other matters.
In a glance :
Im 17kg lighter then I was few months back. Im still stucked here in the, shall I say, un-civilized town. "Chips & Chapathi" is the name of the book that Im curently reading. Spend most of my time on the road, between KL and the stone age.. and everything in between. Found out that my ex-fiance is currently seeing a girl (and she is pretty... yes, I saw her pics). My ex-bf (that Im not attached emotionally at all) is getting married next month. I just add up a year to my age a few days back (hopefully not another wrinkle line on my face).One of my housemate got married last sunday, and the fact that she is the youngest one among us make us feel like shit. One down, seven to go... Seven heaven! The other one of my housemate are engaged last month, and scheduled to tie the knot next April. So there will only be the 6 of us in the
house..
Above all... Im just trying to become a wise women who age gracely, contribute something to everything, and everyone around me, and to be happy, and to be with the people whom I care, and love, and cherish.

Friday, September 15, 2006

cita kawin lagi....

Sue : Liza, bila hang nak kawin?

Me : Entah, blom fikir lagi (Im not being honest to her, and to myself)

Sue : Kalau aku kawin dulu, hang ok tak?

Me : (S*it, D*mnation!! this is not happening to me...)Aku tak kisahlah.... nie bukan zaman dulu2. nape? ko nak kawindah ke?

Sue: Bulan 3 next year aku dgn shah plan nak engage. Hujung tahun nakkawin.

~~~Both of us false into a very uncomfortable silent~~~

Me : Nanti bagi tau Shah, aku nak pilih cincin aku sendiri

In case you dunno, in Malay culture, if your baby sister is getting married before you did, it is called "langkah bendul". And when this happen, thegroom will have to give something to the elder sister as a sign of respect.In most of the cases, the gift would be in the form of ring, or attire.And the worst case scenario is, when this happen, all of our relatives willregard this as something shameful, dirty and unacceptable. My parents will be ashamed.... of me! and they will have to prepare a long list of excusesor explainations with regards as to why Im still un-married. To convince them that Im not a lesbian, that Im a perfect and healthy women who does have feelings for oposite sex.

But being the most educated one in the family, I will not let what othersperceive of me to effect my morale, my dignity, my mission & vission inlife. This is my life, my perogative!

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

the great, the sucks & the fool

2nd April 2006

Dunno why, but Im having a bad days this whole week. Its like a curse. Ifyou were to sit at my work station, chances are, you will not be able toeven find a space to put your coffee cup or even to find a space to moveyour computer mouse!!! Papers are everywhere, documents to be signed,overtime to be approved, invoices to be verified, reports to be submitted,and on, and on. I got so depressed that I almost throw some of the papersinto the shradding machine.

To top the mess, its already Wednesday, and Im still unable to find anyone that can give a lift to KL. It was Wednesday evening that I finally decide to take the express bus instead. So I rush to the bus station and got my hand of a ticket. Thursday morning came, and najib e-mailed me asking if I want a lift to KL. Without hesitation I agreed and wasted my RM 30 in a trade for comfort and time. Arrived KL at 9pm. Some mis communication accured between me and MB (and it is entirely my fault). Im sorry baby! Saya janji tak buat dah :)

Went to Melaka with MB on Saturday to attend the wedding of his Uni's friend. We had a great time wandering around Melaka, watched movies, and all... Like I said, I feel great just to be around him :)

Later, we went to Seremban since I never set my foot in seremban before.. I mean really...Never! He showed me where his school is, and the place where he hang out with his friends. It was so sweet of him to show me all that :) Enuf for that night... The rest is for me and him to remember and cherish:)

MA sent me to the bus station the next morning. I decided to take the morning bus so dat I will not be so tired the next morning. The idea turns out to be bad. I spend 9 horible hours on the bus for a journey that will only take 4 hours on a normal journey. The bus had flat tire, the main door got stucked, the aircond is not functioning, the driver stops two times for a 30 minutes lunch & tea, and it was raining so heavily... The tought of MA kept me calm all the way to kerteh.. But Alhamdulillah, I reached kerteh safely. In the end, that is what matter the most.

By the way, yesterday was 1st of April and it is the day where people around the world celebrated April's fool. I can't help but to recall the days where me and my friends used to play prank on each other and to our teachers...There was one incident where my friends and I were on the bus going back to our campus in Perlis. It was 12pm and it was 1st April. I was sleeping next to a girl friend when suddenly she woke me up saying "S***za!!! Lipas!!!"... And u can guess what happened next. I screamed my heart out, jumping out from my seat and to my horror, the bus driver quickly pull the bus over to see what is happening. Thinking it was funny, the rest of my friends shouted "APRIL FOOL". They were lucky enuf dat the driver can actually smile at their foolish prank. It was a sweet experience though :)

I came across an article in the newspaper today. The verdict is out for the survey conducted annually on April's Fool day. The most foolish people in the world (drum roll please...)

1) Jacko (the faded king of pop)

2) Paris Hilton (who cares if she's a fool or not.. Afterall, she got the beauty and the fortune)

GoAL & GiNCu

29th Mac 2006

I went for a futsal game yesterday. We had so much fun during the game. We scream and laugh our heart out. And I manage to score a goal for my team!!(but my team lost the game, haha).

Our game suppose to end at 9.30 since the court are booked by another team after that. While we are still playing, the next team arrived. It's the guy team. I know some of them.They were very supportive in the sense of criticizing the way we girlsplay, and they decided to schedule for a training in which they offered tobe a free-of-charge coach (Mr Eligible Bachelor is one of them... Suri willdefinitely kill me... Again!) .

And the award goes to..

22nd March 2006

My company held an "Award Dinner" yesterday, and I was selected to host the dinner and also to interview people on the red carpet. This is no celebrities related or anything. It is just an annual company event, where awards will be given to the best executive of the year, best non-executive of the year, best performing plant, etc.

The theme of the nite is red & black. I decided not to waste money on new outfit and to just wear my old black kebaya with a red selendang.I was nervous in the beginning, and got relax as the event begun, thanks to my host partner that night who is so cool and natural. The event went well,and every body had fun.

I left the hotel at 12.30pm. As I was walking at the lobby to the parking area, "F" approaches me (I was inform earlier, dat"F" is an Engineer who happens to be one of "Cleo Most Eligible Bachelor"finalist):

F : Are you going back?
Me : Yes Im.. Sangat penat la
F : Are you driving?
Me : Yup
F : Let me walk you to your car
Me : ok(Shit!!! I will die if suri saw me walking with him... Suri has a crush onhim)And we had a light chat as we walk to my car. Nothing interesting.. Just anormal conversation.

Got home, exchange a few sms and msm with my baby, andsleep.Just as I expected, Suri found out. She send me e-mail asking this and thatthe nest day.I got really anoyed. F doesn't even know dat Suri exist!! Make a move girl,if you really want him. What ever, not that Im interested...

Monday, April 03, 2006

He loves me, He loves me not

23rd March 2006

"Minat bukan bermaksud cinta, bangga bukan bererti cinta, kagum juga
bukan bermaksud cinta, dan suka juga tidak serasi dengan cinta, malah
sayang pun bukan cinta. Tetapi, cinta itu adalah cinta."

Me : awak sayang ke cinta saya?
Him : Saya appreciate cinta awak, saya brtuah dpt cinta awak, saya sayang
Awak

"Even the blind can see the obvious - Anonymous"

Thursday, February 23, 2006

CRAP

Im having 4 days course in PERMATA and today is the 3rd day. My boss must be really mad at me since I've been spending more then half of this month im away from the office for outstation.

I had a strange feeling this morning and it was very disturbing. I hardly eat and let alone sleep. I loose focus in the training room, and I just did not have the mood :( I feel like going back to my mom's place and play with nene hoping dat his kisses will ease this feeling. I feel so stupid and childish to drag myself into this feeling, but I just can't help it. Im going to ask sue out tonite, maybe bangsar or even hartamas. Anywhere that can help me forget/stop this feeling. I feel JEALOUS!!!! crap!! maybe Im just playing stupid.

Bakti

My organization is introducing a new program called "Program Bakti Pendidikan P*******". This is in line with our company's Brand Essence which spell, "the energy we receive, is the energy we return, aspiring people everywhere". For this program a few executives will be selected to teach english and math in selected schools throughout Malaysia. In my case, I was selected to be the teacher in a school in Penang. Im all excited and looking forward to meet this children.

MB is sent me to KLIA that morning. All of the facilitators are required to wear the program's official T'shirt which i find very hidious since the color is a combination of stricking green and stricking orange! can you actually imagine dat? the person who design the layout of the t'shirt must be retarded or something. We dun have any other option though.

Upon reaching Penang International Airport, a coaster is waiting to transport us to the school. It took us approximately an hour to reach the schol. Our arrival was greeted with hundreds of school children, parents and teachers. There were kompang, bunga manggar, and silat in the openning ceremony which I found very impressive. The "PIBG" association of the school was very excited and appreciative of the effort that we are putting (expertise & financially) to help the school improve its overall performance.

Alas, the program ends at 1 pm. Tiring as we are, we were all very motivated and inspired to contribute our best back to the nation (chewah!). We left penang on the 3.10pm flight back to KL.

That evening, I had dinner with MB at hartamas square and also to watch the big match between Liverpool & MU. The place was crowded. We had a very delicious salmon pasta, ice-cream waffle and otak2. The game was great (Liverpool won and MB was happy), and the night was wonderful... gosh... being able to spend time with MB will always be wonderful :)

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

TGI ... thrusday :)

Its Thursday again... Every living (and especially working) creature in this west cost area of Malaysia is looking forward for this day, just like everyone else in other part of Malaysia is looking forward for Friday. And yes, the level of my mood is almost reaching the floor. I cant concentrate on anything else since my mind are fully occupied on the thought of going back toKL this evening and also... MB definitely (Im missing you like mad).MB is leaving for JB this afternoon with NH on business. And his coming back on Friday night and guess what? Im leaving for penang on early Saturday morning. My flight is at 7.15 in the morning, which means, I will only have merely a few hours to see him... Crap!
Im having a terible period pain this morning. I went around the office building in search for pain-killer. I looked in all the first-aid boxes located at every department and asked all the female staff but to no avail. I almost fainted when I reach the first floor and witnessed by one of my colleague, Ng (errrr.. It is not as bad as it sounds really). He took me to the clinic and the doctor gave me some pain killer and told me that my blood level was really low and ask me to eat more red-meat. Hell no! I hate red-meat. Let alone eating them... He said drinking milo will do. So I will have beef burger and iced-milo for my lunch today. (red-meat from Mc'Donalds are an exceptional..hehehe).I watched a movie last night before going to bed. Its a movie called "Provac Nation" staring Cristina Ricci. It was a fast paced movie about Lizzie, a brilliant but troubled harvard journalism student. She got an award while in the uni, but at the same time she has a conflict with her attitude, family and love life. She abused her self with drug and alcohol and also... sex! Its basedon true story... Malas nak tulis panjang, so if you guys happen to drop by at any of the DVD shop, please find it okey :) chiow

its 7th FeBruaRY


Today is MB birthday. Im regret dat I can't be with him on his special day.However, I manage to finally find him gift.. Or gifts to be precise. Hope you like it dear!

Valentine day or St. Valentine's Day is approaching. Everybody, regardless age, gender, religion and nationality are eager for the day to come where they will actually take the opportunity to express their endless love to their love ones. Muslims are not supposed to celebrate this day and as a Muslim, I choose not to elaborate further on this as it is too sensitive. We'll, I had a chat with mazran today about valentine. He is in the midst of finding gift for the love of his life (his girlfriend la...) and was asking for my opinion as a girl. Hehehe... I didn't actually give him any solution in the end ;-) sorry ran.

Mazran ... akum
Mazran ... weih
Mazran ... ada tak tuh
Mazran ... ?
Me... w'salam
Me... ada nape?
Mazran... weih liza nak tanyer something
Me... apa dia mazran
Me... tyanye la
Mazran ... eh....untuk valentime nanti..... apa ko suggest aku kasi kat sarah yek
Me... hehe... jap aku fikir
Me... aku tgh sign overtime staff
Mazran... ko pikir dulu
Mazran.. sat lagi bagi tau aku... nak jumper bos aku sat
Mazran ... back to our discussion...
Me... yes Im back
Me... kalau aku kan... masa valentine aku suka kalau dapt chocolate
Me... crap... sume pompuan suka dapat choc
Me... so ko bagi la choc.. dgn teddy bear
Me... takyah beli rosses , masa valentine mahal arr
Me... kalau ko nak beli gak bunga, beli kat petaling street
Me... cantik and murah
Mazran ... tapi aku dah bagi bunga kat dia....choc kat dia... perfume kat dia
Mazran ... hehe... bunga baru hari tuh bagi...
Me... takpun ko bawak dia gi dinner ar, kan dorang byk buat valentine dinner
Mazran... cam maner nak bawak gi dinner... kiter keja daa
Mazran... unless laa aku keje kat KL
Me... Hehe... jgn marah
Mazran... aku ingat nak kasi bunga kat dia....i mean org antar kat office...
Mazran ... tapi aku takut drastic sangat move tuh
Mazran ... dia hari tuh suka gila sebab first time dapat bunga...
Me... Ye... dia ada cita kat aku
Me... sgt excited minah tu :)
Mazran... hehe... aku malas nak kasi bunga sebab nanti apa pulak org cakap kan...
Me... susah gak kan.. tapi who cares... Dia gf ko
Mazran ... i know.... memang dia gf aku... tapi ko tahu ahh kan....dia pun tak bagi tau semua
org lain saper aku etc... so aku tak nak timbulkan gossip pulak nanti...
Mazran... telinga aku pun dah cukup panas ahh dengar rumors...
Me... Ceh.. dah ada rumors ke?
Me... aku takde dgr pun.. ala.. tutup telinga jer... org lain jeles
Mazran ... bukan masalah jeles... tapi masalah org salah anggap...
Mazran ... aku dengar banyak citer pasal aku tinggal X aku sebab aku jumper anak TanSri..
Mazran ... ada yg cakap sarah nie rampas aku laa... tension ahh jugak aku dengar bende2 nie
Me... buat tak tau jer la mazran.. dah couple dgn anak tan sri
Me... so ko kena terima benda2 mcm nie
Me... tu sebab masa kat permata aku takmo rapat sgt dgn sarah
Me... takut dia ingat aku take advantage on her
Me... back to ur prob.. kalau ko betul nak deliver sumthing to her on valentine
Me... aku ada catalog... NOEL gift... mcm2 lagi
Me... aku suke sume barang2 dia, ada flower basket, choc pun ada.. teddy bear pun ada
Mazran... aku sayang kat sarah... n also a symbol of my love ahh....so price don't matter
Mazran... try to make her as happy as she can be
Mazran... but it really hurt laa....first time aku long distance relationship
Mazran... tapi tu ahh...masalah jugak sebab aku suka bagi hadiah out of the blue...
Mazran... sekarang dah tak tahu nak kasi apa... wahahaha
Me... semlm aku gi mid valley, dorang dah start jual hadiah valentine
Me... mcm2 and cantik gile, tak pe..Me... u'll figure out later anyway

Love song

1st February 2006

I was riding in my friends car when I first lay my ears on this masterpiece. It was actually an old song, remade by a group called 311. The lyric and melody is beautiful, and I made my friend play back the song over and over again until everybody in the car got sick :) somehow the lyric reminds me of someone, and if that someone is reading this particularentry, "baby, this song is for you!

"Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Geisha

28th January 2006

Im in the office rite now.. waiting for the second meeting to begin(8:00pm)... Today alone, I have 3 meetings in a row beginning from this morning!anyway, during my dept meeting this afternoon, my manager voice out that she was thinking of moving me to Kuantan branch and ask me what do I think of that idea. I said that I dun have any problem with it, afterall it is nearer to KL :) But my immediate superrior is againts the idea :( he said that Im still new and that I have lots of things to learn in Kerteh....jahat la dia....2morow is thurday, and Im not excited about it since Im not going back toKL.... and I have to wait for another few days before I can actually see MB :( My friend and I was talking about Geisha... She read the book and said it was way better then the movie (she already watched the movie on the DVD). ada byk part yang takde... So I was thinking of getting the book this weekend at Kuantan, and later watch the movie at cinema. And u really have to watch it at the cinema because it is the quality that matters and u are not suppose to support the pirate industry and like the radio says....PIRACY SUCKS!!! (hahaha.... Im speaking to myself too) and she said the movie was so good, that she cried at the end of the movie.... I really,really, really want to watch it!!! Orait, Its already 8:00pm. I got to attend the third and final meetingbefore I can actually go back and have a nice shower before re-chargingmyself in the slumber.

CNY

Chinese new year is just around the corner. Im sure that every living creature on this planet who work their ass off from 8-6 every day or thoose who is on shift and especially those who work as employee (like me) are looking forward for the long holiday that is coming next week. My motivation is zero. All I can think of is to pack my bag and head back toKL and to live as a human again!Anyway, me, sarah & mazran is planning on a vacation to penang this holiday. Yeehaa! I called my sis in penang to book us an appartment. Im sure dat all of us is going to have lots of fun in penang. Afterall, its has been months since the last time I went back to the place where I was born.Mt life is going on as usual. Revolves around work and travelling back to KL. My love life??? Hahaha... I get a goose bumps everytime I came to thinkof it :) but in a good way if u must know.... But only God knows the ending. And like they say, happy endings are only on the silver screen...

Wishing On the Star!

(26th December 2005)

Its been a though week for me. I have loads and loads of work which is urgent considering the dead lines, and at the same time, I've been missing someone so much that I dun actually give 100% focus on my work.Ita just got back from Australia. She gave me two cute Koala Bear and apink T'shirt :) Tq mate! This week I will be travelling back from KL to kerteh with Ita and syahril. We decided to make a move at 10pm since syahril promised to be the driver (me and ita hate to drive at night).Any how, syahril turn out to be sleepy that night and he made ita drive from Ampang Point to Karak while he gets some sleep and exchange the seat with ita later. I try to make some conversation with ita since she herself is sleepy because of lack of sleep in the plane (she just arrived M'sia at 7am that morning). Upon reaching Karak, I can see both Ita and syahril are in no position to drive. Ita ask if Im "fit" to drive the car up to Temerloh.So it is my turn to drive her vios. Wow! This car is really cool!!! It is nowhere compared to my Gen-2.. Hehehe. Surprisingly, Im not sleepy at all that night, most probably because of the Coffee Bean's Ice Blended that I had earlier with MB that night. As u can guess, I drove up to kerteh. Im impressed with myself :) driving up to 170 km/h, we reached kerteh at 1.30am.... Thats a 3 hour journey from karak to kerteh..hahaha.. My mom will go mad if she finds out the speed that Im driving... Heck! She'll be mad even if I drive at 120 km/h!

HSE manager called me while I was driving saying that there is an emergency at the Plant. The management had declared a Tier-2 emergency, and me as asupport staff is required to be at the office... Great!I rushed to the office once I reached kerteh. There was a minor fire at oneof our plant. No injuries or fatalities (Alhamdulillah). After helping the SGM with report writing (the system is down so we have to write the report manually, and it so happens that they figure out that my hand writing isthe most acceptable among all in the meeting room). Later that night, my housemate and I (the 8 of us) went for dinner near "muara". The food was nice and we had the best conversation ever. We went there in two car. Me and sharn is driving . After dinner we decided to hang out at awana kijal's beach. It was nice listening to the live band playing mariah carey's song whilst us girls chatting and eating ice-cream...lalalala...

While me and ita embracing ourself in the sea breeze, I saw a shoting star!!! I jump up and down all excited to see the star for the first time in my entire life. Quickly and secretly I made a wish.... A wish that only The All Mighty, the sea, the stars and me know what it is....
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