SELENA

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And i wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too
Cause i'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, i'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and i
Wonder if you know i'm there (am i there, am i?)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All i have are dreams of you
So i wait for the day (wait for the day)
To take the courage to say how much i love you
Yes i do
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, i'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Coraz
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
Como te necesito
Mi amor, como te extra
(translation:
Sweetheart
I can't stop thinking of you
How i need you
My love, how i miss you)
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And i still can't believe
That you came up to me and said i love you
I love you too
Now i'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow (till tomorrow) and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be
Than here in my room
Dreaming with you endlessly

This song by one of the greatest artist by far is one of my fav song of all time. Back in uni years, I will play this song over and over again... till I sleep. I would fantasize of a fairytale.. Of love and being loved. Except for, I dun have any guy in particular... I just wish that someday, somewhere, a guy would fall deeply in love with me, for who I am, for who I was, and for who I will be.

Anyways, I was watching the movie made in the memory of an artist, late Selena, played by J-Lo. Its a lifetime story of Selena, from the time she was in her childhood, till the day she was murdered. No matter how many time I watched the movie, I still cannot manage to stop my tears from falling. Life can be cruel sometimes.. And it effected my housemate's emotion so much that they could not stop discussing the issue till the night we had dinner... hahaha.. women!

Wonder how did I go thru the weekend in Kerteh? well.. it turn out to be okey. First day was quite though. The day began with us girls spending the morning in Pasar Tani, buying stuff to cook for lunch. It was fun. Cooking, and gossiping in the kitchen. And the rest of the day spent by watching endless movies, reading book, and nothing..

The second day was better. I spent half of the day organizing an event. It was a plant visit by staff and their family members. Reached home at 3. Watched "Selena" with my housemates and later when for cycling with them. This is the interesting part. As we cycle past the beach, Tim, my housemate decided to stop and to admire the beach for a while.. However, it ends up with the both of us, soaking ourselves in the warm, crystal clear water. It was an amazing experience. Not that it was my first time experience in the sea water, but the feelings all together. I was thinking to myself, how can I take this beautiful beach for granted? people from all over Malaysia, took the trouble to travel to small islands such as pangkor, tioman, etc to swim in the clear sea water, whereas, me, its just in the comfort of my housing area, and it is a private beach! what a waste. In short, we had fun. Cycling back to our house, wet and cold, I secretly made a decision in my head, the destination for my honeymoon, that is if I get married, would be a place with beach. Not just a beach, but beautiful and clean beach. Plus a pub/restaurant by the beach is an added advantage, where I can dance under the moon-light with my hubby =) goshh.... the romance movie really had an influence in me!