escapade

all im feeling right now is sad, anger, restless, tired, unsure, insecure and uncertain.
I'm always certain. My goals, my aim, my wants... Are always clear. So once in a while, whenever i am uncertain, i will get mad and upset.
And im getting tired too. Tired of being the one who is always motivated. In fact the only one. I'm too eager. Always ahead of my game, always the one who sets direction, always the one who makes decision. It wud be great to have someone, once in a while to hold ur hands and lead the way... Hmmm

Really, im tired...