Its been like ages since the last time I update this blog... been very busy with work, life and stuff.. so here we goes, things that's happening in my life, in fast forward:
work
Just got back from orientation for new executives (2 beautiful weeks in KL). Im all energized and charged up. so inspired to perform at work. Every body was so excited to see me back in the office (or vice versa), they said I look glowing! bet you, 14 days without having to go to the office really bring the results... hehe.. I didn't even get the chance to unpack my bag from the prientation, got an e-mail from my boss saying that all executives are expected to attend a meeting in Kuantan... so I have to pack another bag, and off I went to kuantan... however it was wonderful. I get a room to my self (a very huge and beautiful room, with spacious bathroom) and the hotel is located just opposite to Kuantan Megamall! Lovely... the meeting goes well, get the chance to to mingle with the bosses. I had a conversation with my GM during lunch. he promissed that he will put me in the marketing department after serving at my current position... hehe.. simply means that I will get the chance to come back to KL and work at KLCC :-)
Love
My relationship with kanda is officially over! end! Fin!
in a way I feel relief and more relax without him around me... But Im not going to comment further about this. It is enuf for you to know that Im currently single and very much available... to kanda:
It took all the strenght I have just not to fall apart
Im trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
But as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I have life to leave, I have all my love to give
I will survive!
Relationship
MB - weird! that is the best word to describe our relationship at the moment. love, friend, care, passion and everything in between.
MA - spent most of my time in kertih with him.. dinner, lunch, and at work (sametime connection)...
and my best friends... nothing much to tell....
Family
Abah - the doc finally took his leg away. it was in the critical stage according to him... so we agreed half heartedly... I couldn't imagine my dad's feeling coming out from the operation theater. without his left leg... But all of us are with him. to face the "dugaan" together. I bought my father a wheel chair and a pair of walking stick, whatever it is called. Really hope that it will help him in moving around before his leg is ready for a "kaki palsu"
Mom - had an arguement with her last week. she is nagging about me being 25 yrs old and still not getting married, or more so, not having a serious relation with any man. I told her that if she bring again the same subject in the future, I will not come back to her house again, and I never even hear the word marriage after that ever again.
sistas - the same boring things... nuting much
Personal
Had a hair cut... was thinking of cutting my hair short, to bring out new mood. but didn't have the courage.. so the same word to the hair stylist "layer cut, but keep the length".
I bought a new phone, K700I. miss my old samsung... lots of memories.. but I have no choice.
-END-
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Saturday, September 03, 2005
moving out
Im moving out from my house to a new bungalow with ita, my colleague. Its in the sameArea but a few blocks away. The problem is, Im moving out tomorrow, but I still couldn't find the courage to tell my current house mate that Im actually planning to move out!
Afternoon comes.. I try to draft an e-mail to them, this is how it reads:
Dear fellow housemate,For your info, I am planning to move out from our house effective from thismonth. Sorry for any inconvinience caused and hope we can still be friendsand in touch.
JJ- please advise me on any other outstanding bills that I need to pay.
TQkorang and sorry again...
It took me more then an hour before I fainally gain my courage to actuallypress the "send" icon on the screen. The moment I send out the e-mail, I quickly leave the office... Affraid of the reply that they will give me.Eventually, I didn't get any reply from any of my housemate until 5 o'clockthat day. Now Im really affraid. They must hate me to the skin.
Arrive home around 6. Spend almost 15 min outside the house just wondering how the hell am I going to get inside and to avoid them... Finally I got the courage.Unfortunately, I bumped into one of my housemate the next morning. She gave me the"what-da-hell-r-u-still-doing-in-the-house-thought-u-already-moved-out"kindda look. I just smile and walk quickly out to my car...
My department organized a kenduri that nite, to welcome the Ramadhan (which is coming in 2 days time). Met my boss' fiancé (she look weird) and mystaff's spouses. Kindda weird since they introduced me to their wife and they look puzzled too (hey, I look very young to be someone's boss). Anyway, I ate a lot that nite. The chicken is so yummy :-) .... Had ice-cream with MA that nite at KFC (pitty me, no Baskin Robin in kertih).Guess I need a whole 2 days on the tread mill to actually burn the foodthat I ate tonite :-)
Afternoon comes.. I try to draft an e-mail to them, this is how it reads:
Dear fellow housemate,For your info, I am planning to move out from our house effective from thismonth. Sorry for any inconvinience caused and hope we can still be friendsand in touch.
JJ- please advise me on any other outstanding bills that I need to pay.
TQkorang and sorry again...
It took me more then an hour before I fainally gain my courage to actuallypress the "send" icon on the screen. The moment I send out the e-mail, I quickly leave the office... Affraid of the reply that they will give me.Eventually, I didn't get any reply from any of my housemate until 5 o'clockthat day. Now Im really affraid. They must hate me to the skin.
Arrive home around 6. Spend almost 15 min outside the house just wondering how the hell am I going to get inside and to avoid them... Finally I got the courage.Unfortunately, I bumped into one of my housemate the next morning. She gave me the"what-da-hell-r-u-still-doing-in-the-house-thought-u-already-moved-out"kindda look. I just smile and walk quickly out to my car...
My department organized a kenduri that nite, to welcome the Ramadhan (which is coming in 2 days time). Met my boss' fiancé (she look weird) and mystaff's spouses. Kindda weird since they introduced me to their wife and they look puzzled too (hey, I look very young to be someone's boss). Anyway, I ate a lot that nite. The chicken is so yummy :-) .... Had ice-cream with MA that nite at KFC (pitty me, no Baskin Robin in kertih).Guess I need a whole 2 days on the tread mill to actually burn the foodthat I ate tonite :-)
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
mo' money mo' problem
I am not performing at work today. Somehow I lost my concentration and focus. I really looking forward to 5 pm when I can actually drive quickly back home to my small and cosy room and hide. Hide from the true reality of life, hide from my family problems, and top of all, hide from my personal problems. Call me a chicken, but it is too much for a 25 years old women (Iam not a girl, and almost a women) to cope with.
1) I am far away from my close friends and family, in an alien place and new environment,
2) having a crisis in a relationship,
3) trying hard to reduce weight (I dont actually put much effort on this to be frank),
4) doing my best to perform at work and to impress my boss and to manage9 staff
5) my dad is in the hospital, fighting to recover so that the doctor will not take his left leg away,
6) My eldest sister facing crisis in her life, financially, and I love his son very much, therefore her crisis is mine too...
7) My mom is having a never ending arguments with my younger sister
8) My step siblings is trying to out perform me and my sister in impressing my dad (they can pretend and show how concern they are over mydad's health instead of his money)
9) the presure from my relatives on when will I get married (my cousinof my age is getting married early next year, so the pressure isgreater)
10) My own urge to get married and I don't actually have anyone to call my BF...
The list can goes from one page to a full 10 pages. Depending on thedetails and severity...Anyway, here comes 4.30. My boss ask me to come to his room to discuss afew matter. I look at my watch and its already 10 past 5. I said to my bossthat I actually need to go back early today since I have a very importantengagement. He look shock. He didn't even blink an eye... He stare at me asif I have turned into an orange... Eventually he ends the discussion. Iwent straight back home. My friend from tennis called to ask if I want tojoin him at gym. The trainer there which area of my body is my mainconcerned. I said its my leg abviously. So he suggested for me to spend 30minutes on the treadmill. After what it seems like a 30 hours brisk walkingon the machine, I discovered that I have lost 135 calories. I was impresseduntil the trainer actually told me that there is approximately 140 caloriesin a glass of "tea tarik"! Can you imagine that? You spend like 5 minutesto drink a glass of tea tarik and you need an exhausting 30 minutes on atreadmill to lose it! I swear to my self that I will not allow any food topast my throat ever again!Can you keep a secret? I actually eat a slice (a very small slice) ofchocolate cake that my housemate bake that night :-)
1) I am far away from my close friends and family, in an alien place and new environment,
2) having a crisis in a relationship,
3) trying hard to reduce weight (I dont actually put much effort on this to be frank),
4) doing my best to perform at work and to impress my boss and to manage9 staff
5) my dad is in the hospital, fighting to recover so that the doctor will not take his left leg away,
6) My eldest sister facing crisis in her life, financially, and I love his son very much, therefore her crisis is mine too...
7) My mom is having a never ending arguments with my younger sister
8) My step siblings is trying to out perform me and my sister in impressing my dad (they can pretend and show how concern they are over mydad's health instead of his money)
9) the presure from my relatives on when will I get married (my cousinof my age is getting married early next year, so the pressure isgreater)
10) My own urge to get married and I don't actually have anyone to call my BF...
The list can goes from one page to a full 10 pages. Depending on thedetails and severity...Anyway, here comes 4.30. My boss ask me to come to his room to discuss afew matter. I look at my watch and its already 10 past 5. I said to my bossthat I actually need to go back early today since I have a very importantengagement. He look shock. He didn't even blink an eye... He stare at me asif I have turned into an orange... Eventually he ends the discussion. Iwent straight back home. My friend from tennis called to ask if I want tojoin him at gym. The trainer there which area of my body is my mainconcerned. I said its my leg abviously. So he suggested for me to spend 30minutes on the treadmill. After what it seems like a 30 hours brisk walkingon the machine, I discovered that I have lost 135 calories. I was impresseduntil the trainer actually told me that there is approximately 140 caloriesin a glass of "tea tarik"! Can you imagine that? You spend like 5 minutesto drink a glass of tea tarik and you need an exhausting 30 minutes on atreadmill to lose it! I swear to my self that I will not allow any food topast my throat ever again!Can you keep a secret? I actually eat a slice (a very small slice) ofchocolate cake that my housemate bake that night :-)
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