Doa untuk kekasih

A friend of mine gave me this doa a few days back. I read this once before. Back in the uni years.. One of my housemate read this most of the nights, Im not sure if it is out of her desperation. And now, after 4 years, I came across this doa once again.. can this be a sign?? I was adviced by her to read this everyday after subuh or isyak prayer. And I was trying hard to convince her that I still stand the chance of getting married and 26 is not a critical age, and that she is worried for nothing. But it hits me that there is only 12 days left before the new year. I'll turn 27 in 2007. Errmm... maybe I should be worried.

"Ya Allah, seandainya telah Engkau catatkan, dia milik ku, tercipta buatku, satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku, titipkanlah kebahagiaan antara kami, agar kemesraan itu abadi.
Dan Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, seandainya telah engkau takdirkan dia bukan milik ku, bawalah dia jauh dari pandangan ku, luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku, dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan .............
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................. Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman, supaya aku dan dia sama2 dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup, ke jalan yang engkau redhai, dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh. Amin... "

Blood & water

They said blood are thicker then water. But I seriously think that whoever invented those statement, should really consider to revise it. It is true that blood is thicker then water or rather, family bonds stronger then friends. But to me, the bond that u have with friends can sometimes be stronger. Im the type that most of the poeple around me said, easy to be friend with. I can easily be friends with people.. True. Im friendly. But true friends, I only have few. People define their meaning of friendship differently. So differently that sometimes I wonder where do they get the guts to talk behind their friends back, or even ignore what their friends are feeling. And I wonder which dictionary that they used to define the word "Friendship".

I received an e-mail yesterday. The e-mail was sent not particularly for me, it was for a group of 'Friends'. Few minutes after reading it, a friend of mine called and ask if Im okey (He is also in the mailling list). The moment that I hear his voice, I just broke down. Just look at the power of friendship. Eventhough he is in KL, while me in the stone age, his instinct tells him that Im hurt by what is written in the mail. Thanks buddy! you are a real friend.

Franckly, Im disturbed by the content of the mail. But the feelings that Im having is not acceptable. So I e-mailed my best friend (The-Best-Friend-In-The-World), Anne. What she replied, eventhough it is short, is very comforting.

"tak worth kau nak stress. biar lah minah tu nak sronot2, end up she
will cry liza. beautiful, sexy and lovely women like u deserve somebody
much more better than that pathetic ************. aku ketuk kepala kau 10 kali kalau kau sedih pasal nih. u should be happy that god let u see the true color of him!!! "

You are priceless darling! I've know anne for more then 9 years now. She knows every dirty details of my secrets. And I know hers. she would be there during my good and bad times... And I dunno if I've done enuf in return.

Last night, me and my housemate decided have our dinner at KFC. It was fun. we chatted for almost 2 hours in the restaurant... And later, shifted the girl-talk to the beach. And it lasted for the next 45 minutes... hehe... we girls can talk on almost anything for the rest of the day =)

Watched the entire episode of Gilmore Girls season 5 with Chura. And by 12, I was already in the dreamland.

I got up this morning... feeling on top of the world. All of the positive energy is with me.. The sun shine never shine this bright. Jacko song never sound so this good. Early morning shower never feel this nice and warm. Make-up on my face never look this pretty. My parfume never smell this sweet. My room never be this spacious and cosy. Bread & peanut butter never taste this delicous. I don't know why. Maybe it is because of the early sleep that I had last night. Or maybe because of the extra sugar in my body that I get from eating chocolate =) perhaps, because I got up from the right side of the bed this morning. Whatever it is, I just feel great. I feel blessed. I feel love.

S.W.A.N.S

I read an article yesterday in a newspaper. Its about a group of people who they called SWANS (Strong Women Achivers, No Spouse). Christine Whelan, the author of "Why Smart Men Marry Smart Women" is the one who came up with this SWANS theory... Interesting I must say. Because according to her, most women who past the age of 25, will get scared that they might end up not married and die alone... hhhmmmm... sounds familiar =)
Interesting enuf, as I was reading the november issue of a magazine, one writer wrote another artical on the similar issue. I wonder if this has become one of the nation's social issue. Anyways, in his/her artical, it was stated that according to a survey, women who marry after the age 30 reduce their chances of getting divorce by 11%, as compared to their friends who got married before the age 25. But again... survey is just marely numbers... it depends entirely on us to prove the statistic wrong or right.